Friday, February 27, 2004 - :

The time is 10.07p.m

There ares till problems and I'm smilin my way through life.Thanks for the advice man,I'd appreciate it aight!!Thanks for all yall had done.Anywayz,I dun wanna be sad all day.So,here is my log in for today.

Superteen sucks.I hate it but I love the way when everybody cries.Got to admit that I actually cried when they were talkin bout fathers and stuff.But I was laughing through the mother and siblings part,hahahah.I cant help myself thats all.Anywayz,I've heard that a cold war had just happened in 5A.OOOOOOoooOOOOooOOOOOh!!sumtins heatin up up there,hahah!!But give them two months,they'd be friends again,U BET!!!!
Superteen still sucks but the last day is a very touching experience.I got no one to hug as my parents were busy wit da cancer thing.I was devastated,lonely but hell I stil have myself to hug,heheh,and all my friends.
Congratulations to all that passed the GCE"O" levels today.I congratulate all of yous aight,and to all that failed,DONT GIVE UP AND MOVE ON,There are many alternativs in this life,its just that u just have to choose it.
To make matters worst,my grandma's is in ICU.This year is a bad year but it's only the beginnin of it and I was hopin for the best in thes end-year.HAHAH!!Thanks guys,ur great!!C ya when I c YA!!!BYE!!

The Devil diet at Friday, February 27, 2004

Wednesday, February 18, 2004 - :

The time is 2.47p.m

Still sad though thinkin bout my dad.Maybe I'll go to east coast today not to think bout my dad.I just wanna chill.Not to think a lot bout my dad.

The Devil diet at Wednesday, February 18, 2004

Sunday, February 15, 2004 - :

The time is 1.04 p.m

Time has taken its toll.The doctor has confirmed that my father has tumor.It is a growth on his nostrills.These few days I could not sleep thinkin bout my father.What if he is gone?What will happen to me?What about my mother?These questions ringed in my head but I wont show my true feelings just yet.
On next tuesday,my father is having an operation to remove the growth.He is so quiet and alwas thinking about the operation.Yesterday he told me to look after my mom and that not to let my mom and him down in my studies.After the operation,he will rest one month at home and could not work,me on the other hand has no income.I will have to work.
Chances for him to survive is a little but I'll pray he will.
This incident has made me realise that life is precious.Life is unfair and life is beautiful.
I cried yesterday when he told me that he felt like it was time for him to go.But I kept my head high and continued to carry on this go-forsakened_unfair life.Seeing him sad like this wont do me any good.I have faith that he will come back home one day and my family will be in top form again.Insyaallah!!!

The Devil diet at Sunday, February 15, 2004

Wednesday, February 04, 2004 - :

The time is about to run on ya!!!

Hello webbies!!!!!It's been a long time.Aaaaaaaaah!!!!!School sucks,I went home today,got sore eyes but again i quote,WHO CARES!!!!!!Nobody gives a fuck bout me anymore,WAHAHAHAHAHAHA,which is actually not true.
Tapi skarang eh brader,penat dok mau skola,gua duduk umah main game lagi cantik.Gua da tak leh angkat ah ni bende semue.Gua da macam da tak heran lagi ah pasal skola.!!!!BUT!!!!Skool is important.SUKE TAK SUKE KENE SUMBAT JUGAK.
Cakap pasal sumbat,perot lapar siol,aku da kebulor ni.Takpe ah,lain kali aje.
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The Devil diet at Wednesday, February 04, 2004