Wednesday, January 28, 2004 - :

The time is my watch broke down

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!It's been a long time since I've updated my journey in life.Anywayz,who da fuck cares???Nothing's been goin on actually,bored as hell.My frenz dont call me anymore,become more action and everytin they talk nowadays is about CLUBBING.To tell da truth I'm sick of it.Wat's there in a small place with a bar and lots of sweaty people dancin around you?????I guess sum of them liked it.Anywayz,I swore to never drink again and I apologize to my frenz dat I lied dat I never drink.Why did I say diz,becoz,I had a dream last nite dat I was drinkin when suddenly I couldnt breathe and felt like nearly dyin.I guess dats da call for me to stop drinkin.
Life is full of experiences.One would never know how it is unless he/she experiences it.HAHA!!!!So long web-slingers,I gotta go!!BYE!!

The Devil diet at Wednesday, January 28, 2004

Monday, January 19, 2004 - :

The time is 9.40 p.m

Hypocrite----------Now this is keyword for this month,and YES!!it's hypocrite!!What does this stands for???Well,let me put it this way,it means two-faced!!!!It's two fifferent personalities off and on your back.
Maturity is da second key word of the month,YES!!!!It's da first month of school and everybody has maturity problems,well,I guess that's just me.Well,okay,let's talk about maturity.........

Hypocrite and maturity links strangely to us HUMANS!!Is it true that girls are more matured than boys??Well,I guess so....but I have thoughts about maturity linkin to hypocricity.It's 2004 and its da end of the year for the babies who were borned in 1987 to have their last year in secondary school life.But must they change drastically??People you talk to suddenly wont talk,people who doesnt talk suddenly talks.I accepted the fact that people change by the years but why da sad change to adulthood so fast??

Now!!This is what I think,me being a childish boy is just fine coz I hate being da matured one always keeping quiet and serious all the time.Hey,if youre too serious,u might as well get married already.Not to critisize people or anything but I just cant take it when people shout at me sayin"STOP BEIN SO CHILDISH"or"MATURED LAH SIKIT PRANGAI TU".It irritates me every single time.

And after diz,u might not wanna talk to me its just fine!!!!Coz I know that bein childish chases away da matured kakakz kakakz in our skool but say diz out loud alright!!!!!ITS NOTHING WRONG,ITS OKAY,U'LL GROW OLD ONE DAY ANYWAY SO LIVE UR FUCKIN LIFE DA WAY U WANT IT AND STOP BEIN A KID ABOUT IT AIGHT!!!IF U DONT LIKE ME,DEN DISS ME IN MY SHOUTBOX!!CHILDISH OR WHAT WE ARE STILL WHAT WE ARE OKAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!GOOD NITE MATURED PEOPLE,DIZ KID NEEDS SLEEP

The Devil diet at Monday, January 19, 2004

Sunday, January 18, 2004 - :

Fuck da time man!!

I'm a little bit short fused by our last meeting.Dun mind me for behaving and talking that way coz I'm so angry after reading the remarks on my shoutbox.Its just that I'd been backfired by the person that I wanted to help.Dont worry aight,from now on,I'll just shut the fuck up and never help people again aight.I guess its my fault.

And thanks for the 6 years of friendship man!!Its really *meaningfull.U go your way and I'll go mine.Then tell your gf to get off my back man!!!!stop comin in when I'm jokin wit asri aight!!Stop commentin on things which she doesnt know,BYE!!

FUCK SIA,MY MOM NEVER WAKE ME UP!!!!!!I GOT TRIAL AT BALESTIER,SIAL BETOL AH!!

The Devil diet at Sunday, January 18, 2004

Saturday, January 17, 2004 - :

The time is WHOCARES!!!!!!!

Let's make it clear!!I dun need anyone to say sorry or sympathise me aight!!!I dun need u to put a sad face sayin sorry coz i know all of yous are bunch af jackasses.You dun like me,than go FUCK URSELF one corner.Bout me and *Riot are nomore!!Who da hell said dat I'm sick of all of yous??I even congratulated asri for da nice song that u had come out with.U still fuckin say dat I dissed u guys?!?Fuck we've been friends for how long??6 YEARS??Its a long time aight!!Dun let 1 person come in and ruin our friendships.And if it goes like this,well,I dun know u guys anymore.U've changed man!!All of yous.Fuck all diz man!!I'm here tryin to say dat Ghalid dissed u guys and I backed u up u silly muthafuckas and all I get was fucked up remarks in my shoutbox?!?!?!?!?And HEY!!Asshole!!Dun worry bout me critisizin asri,it's our way of jokin wit each other aight!!
And I dun care of havin a girlfriend,U GUYS KNOW WHY????WELL,I'M NOT DESPERATE AND I DUN CARE!!I'm so used to loneliness,girls are nothing for me.They just bring much pain and no happiness.U wanna know da truth,here I am tellin u.Girls are like flies.They see sumtin they like they come and make themselves comfortable and when the see some other things that they like,the leave you and went hoppin to the other one.WELL,PRATICALLY,I DUN GIVE A FUCK BOUT PUSSIES OR SHITS FROM GIRLS COZ I DUN GIVE A FUCK!!U dun like it than kiss my ass u fucked up shitheads!!

The Devil diet at Saturday, January 17, 2004

Wednesday, January 14, 2004 - :

The time is 6.10 p.m

Hi again!!!!!!!!!!!!Well,this past past few days it really hits me deep.I'm in a not-stable mood coz I've been battling my own demons.I wanna quit smoking.I can tell it by their voices that my friends really cares for me.They wanted me to quit smoking as they saw dat I'm a heavy smoker.
Then again diz morning,it really hurts me inside.It's all about waiting and trust.But what would you do if someone you are waiting for said suddenly dat she doesnt want to wait for me anymore and dat there's another guy.AND THEY STILL HAVE THE CHEEKS TO SAY THAT I'VE CHANGED.Friends,I am still the same old Izwan that you know.The only thing that changed was all of your attitudes.It really hurts me for someone to say like dat.Why are all relationships in my life chapters all sucked??Why must it??Was I born unlucky??U tell me aight!!
Today was a very emotional day for "BAI" I guess that his mom passed away yesterday.I am so sorry and I hope that she would finally find peace in the afterlife after battling kidney disorder for several months.This really made me realise that anyone can go anytime and anyplace.But my prayers goes to his family for suffering this tragedy.

Well,u wont be hearing from me much again I think,I aint got the mood for this shit!!!!!!!!

The Devil diet at Wednesday, January 14, 2004

Sunday, January 11, 2004 - :

The time is 6.46 p.m

Hello internet lovers its been a long time since my last update.Last week was my first week in school and yet I've already skipped two days.Haha!!!!!!Wat to do????Well I did it,this year,I dont have a girlfriend HAHA!!!!Anywayz,I feel very happy for Feiruz coz he gets to go out with NURUL,my EX.She's really a nice person but the time when we were together,its da wrong time to have a relationship for me.
Yesterday we met and chilled at As-Shalihin.It's like a reunion.It's been like so long since we chilled together at that place.And I tell you,the feeling is great.We talked and talked and it seems that boredom never existed at that time.
Listening to Exist by the way.Jesnita was a very good song.A little bit emo after hearing it lah but I'll overcome it.Well to tell the truth,some of you might ask how many girls that i like in my shoutbox and the answer is,till I get married,I can like as many girls as I wanted to,hehehehhehehe.No lah,it's just that new people comes in your life,makes a difference and then vanishes into thin air.
Its been a long time since I had a girlfriend.Its been a long time since my last kiss.Well,lucky for me I'm surrounded by good friends like Firdaus,Feiruz,Hail,Jazli etc...Well,some of us are just lucky at times.Well,This is my 4 days once update on my blog,Well folks good night!!!!!!!!Just call me if yall wanna talk aight,BYEBYE!!

The Devil diet at Sunday, January 11, 2004

Monday, January 05, 2004 - :

The time is 8.36p.m

Hahahahahhahahahahahahahah!!!!!!!I'm back in school and i mean I'm really back.Da first day was awesome.Met old friends and new.Anywayz,I got a new look after all.Its da nerdy one.A punk-rock nerdy one.Haha!!!!!Some hate me,some love me.Well,face it jackass!!!Dat's life.Well,just to update myself,well,goodbye!!!!!!!

The Devil diet at Monday, January 05, 2004

Saturday, January 03, 2004 - :

This is me,my life

The Devil diet at Saturday, January 03, 2004

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I would like to welcome you all to the new year in the 2004.HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!My resolution is I wanna pass my O levels and get da hell outta my school.Hehe.So this are the list of exciting things that have happened in my past 2003 life,enjoy!!

In 2003,
*Promoted to sec 4
*Got a bicycle-Peggassus
*Managed to piss off teachers
*Get to know new friends
*Injured my groin while playin soccer in february
*Out for 4 months cannot play soccer
*Injured my left knee to a bicycle accident
*Passed my "N"Levels
*This is da only year that I do not have a girlfriend.
(The best thing that happened to me in 2003 is.........)
I passed my "N"Levels
(The worse thing that happened......)
I hurt my groin while playin soccer,it was a painful experience
(Most stupidest friend....)
I have to say Fauzul
(The cleverest/smartest friend....)
hmmmmmmm.......Asri
(What do i love about myself.....)
Nothing but myself

Aight more updates comin soon in this year!!!!Remember guys,I'm 18 now and I'm fuckin happy about that!!!Aight guys BYE!!

The Devil diet at Saturday, January 03, 2004