Monday, December 29, 2003 - :

The time is 9.32 p.m

In contact with Ida nowadays,as yall know she's da second sister of da 3 sistas who is Hail's cuzzins.That was long,WHEW!!!!!!!Anywayz,she turned out to be a good girl after all.Very quiet but she seems to be happy talkin to me via sms.I guess all silent types are like dat.

Me and Hail went out just now to pass them the Hari Raya album.They were so happy.We went around lookin for a thing dat me and hail wanted to buy and finally got it.HAHAH!!!!!

Same old thing lah today.So boring.I want to sleep lah,GOOD NIGHT!!!!!!!!!

The Devil diet at Monday, December 29, 2003

Sunday, December 28, 2003 - :

The time is 9.57 p.m

Aight man!Just got back from ma aunt's place at aljuneid.Fuckin borin man but its supposed to be my dead uncle's two years lah.Diz is just to remember him as a good person lah.

Yes today i even managed to play soccer BUT in the morning.This morning there's a match between my team and a team from east view sec.Not to boast or anything but I scored two for my team and all of it was a header.Our team won 4-0 and I was mad happy.1 for Fahmi,1 for Halil and 2 for me,ye ye!

Oklah!!I want to go smoke lah!!!Go 7-11 for a while and eat sumtin lah!!!!!Ok,got to go,SEE YA!!!!!!!

The Devil diet at Sunday, December 28, 2003

Friday, December 26, 2003 - :

The time is 9.18 p.m

Fauzul had gone to serve in da army juz now.It's his orientation day today.Even though I hated him,I juz wanna wish him good luck on his serving as a soldier.Me someday will go too.There's no running away from it now.WAT TO DO!!!!!!!

Hell yes I played soccer today but I'm not on my best form.There's too much walking and not resting for me today.Well,I am so tired.Did'nt manage to score a goal but I managed to tick off some people,HEHEHE.I tackled ariff and he fell down and got angry.I purposely banged towards their keeper haha.It was so funny,he was down and hurt and I laughed at him.

I felt like calling her today but I'm just too shy.No its not Maya but its da one dat I kept it in my heart for sooooo long.But I guess I'm bein a NONOK right now.What is happenin to me?I'm like a desease.SEMUE AKU SUKE!!!!!HEHEHEHEHE,GUA SEDAR LAH,WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!I guess its not da time to think bout relationships aight!!

That's one friend down and a lot more to go!!!!!!!!!!I wish dat he will suffer in da ns and be a brave boy instead of a sissy faggot.HAHAHAHAHAH!!!!Who cares bout Fauzul?NOBODY CARES BOUT THAT FOOL!!!!!!

In case yall wonderin,I'm still tryin to quit smokin but I cant.I need serious help.HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Well,signing off!!!!!!!

The Devil diet at Friday, December 26, 2003

Tuesday, December 23, 2003 - :

DONT TELL HER I LOVE HER
VERSE1
Dont tell her I love her yet
I'm afraid of what she might say
What if she does'nt want
What if I'm not da one
I know dat wont be okay
VERSE2
Dont tell her I miss her yet
Even though she's my closest friend
I wanted us to talk
Or maybe take a walk
But I dont have da balls to say it
CHORUS
The problem is I'm not there
The problem is she does not care
The problem is she thinks I'm a gay,not in a million years
The problem is I'm too shy
The problem is she had a guy
Maybe I should tell her right away,but I dont know what to say

So dont tell her I love her yet

The Devil diet at Tuesday, December 23, 2003

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The time is 9.32 p.m

Hello again,I'm fucked up aight right now.Quite sad ya know.But bein myself its hard to become sad.Limit limit gua buat kelakar,jadi gila.Anywayz I'm happy for Feiruz coz now he's gettin to know Syahirah's sister-Ain-my ex.She's beautiful ya know.Ehehhehe!Feiruz feiruz!Haiz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Boring siak!!Today I cant go out to play soccer becoz I made my mom angry.Kiakiakiakia.Firdaus called me juz now to ask me to play soccer.I didnt say much and just kept quiet.Well Fuck him to think that I was bein a kid out of it well I CANT AIGHT!!!!!!!!!YOU CANT TELL ME WHAT TO DO????SO,FUCK YOU!!!!!!
Lost myself for a while just now.Heheh.Even though in bridging course just now I was not concentratin.My thoughts are to beat up Firdaus.

THIS JUST IN!!!?!!?!?!?!??!:
I just hung up da phone wit Fauzul.Yesterday,he was beaten up by skinheads.Both him and his brother.Their girlfriends couldnt do anything,WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!Fucking gangsters!!!!!Sometimes I love them.

Well to cheer myself up,diz is my new song,DONT TELL HER I LOVE HER

The Devil diet at Tuesday, December 23, 2003

Monday, December 22, 2003 - :

The time is 10.03p.m

Today is a sad day for Izwan Bin Abdol Jalil.He had just heard a story that really made him feel really sad.This is a true story which happened to me this evening and I feel that I had to share it wit yall.

In the beginning,:
Maya is a girl.We met each other durin Hari Raya outin and became friends ever since.We've been talkin and everything was fine.I like da person inside Mya but not da outside.As you can see she's a good person.But I decided not to like her as to love but to like her as a friend.

What happened????!????!?
It all started out on my pit as yall can see that Maya was invited but she came around 1-2 a.m in da mornin.I always trusted my friend Firdaus and I sure mean not da sec 5 one.He's a good friend.During da pit,I began to fall in love wit her.We walked around so happilly holdin hands,singing songs and even talked like couples do.
Next two days,she went out wit Firdaus.They went out to watch The Lord Of The Rings.They went out bringing back a piece of each other.Emotions came in and they had a sexual tendency.So,they made out.

!!!!!The fucking climax!!!!!
Today while playin soccer Firdaus came to me and talked.She said they made out in da movies.The irony is I just said dat I wanted to sound Maya as a steady.He told me everything dat had happened.They did not just patted heavily but even had sex together.I was devastated and instead went home early today.

Remember guys,cherish the one you love and dont trust even your best friend.If you love someone tell her immediately and dont wait till u grow a beard.I was so devastated and angry after hearin diz.It is damn sure dat I will have no luck in love at all. Remember,and yes diz time,TELL HER I'M SORRY FOR LOVIN HER.

Signin off!!!!~Izwan Bin Abdol Jalil

The Devil diet at Monday, December 22, 2003

Sunday, December 21, 2003 - :

DISZ-rejectZ newest song ~ DONT TELL HER I LOVE HER

call me if yall wanna hear it

The Devil diet at Sunday, December 21, 2003

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The time is 9.29 p.m

Seriously right now I feel weak.I think I'm hopeless in love.Is there sumtin wrong wit me?I'm sick of bein alone rite now aight!!!!!!!I know i sound like a jerk rite now but I am sick of seein people goin out together I mean boys and girls holdin hands,swinging happily.
I think its time to tell yall a big secret about me.Some of ya already know it and some of ya dont.I think I'm in love wit her again.Its not bout da looks aight.Now diz time I'm serious.I'm in love wit her since da day I met my eyes on her.I try to forget about it but it seems just so hard.I'm not givin any names.
Hell I'm not tellin her and any of ma frenz.I love her and diz feelin is stronger than Lina.If only I had da looks :( .
If I had her in my arms rite now,I'll never let go of her.She is da one that I want and tha ONE dat i need badly.I LOVE DAT GIRL,SHE DOESNT KNOW IT!!!!!

The Devil diet at Sunday, December 21, 2003

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The time is 12.00 a.m

HAHA,I am so hapy I passed my N levels but its quite dissapointin.I got sui sui 10 points seh.Dammit I suck.This is how it goes

English(4)
Maths(4)
Science(combined-chem&phy)(5)
Humanities(combined-hist&SS)(4)
Mother Tongue(4)
Art(2)

I know I suck hehhe and I know that I cant cope for da "o" levels.I'll try my best till March.If i cant cope,i'll go to da ITE and join in da july intake badge.Dat's all for today,Hey thanks anywayss for da encouragement guys!!!!I love yall,BYE!!!!!

The Devil diet at Sunday, December 21, 2003

Thursday, December 18, 2003 - :

The time is 10.34 a.m

Today is the release of the GCE"N"LEVELS results.Today is the day that will decide wheather I will go to sec 5 or to ITE.My decision is if I passed the N levels,I'll go for sec 5 and if I failed,I'm goin to take private N and work to get money.But my dreams are to get my diploma and work to get a car.

I am so nervous now.Failing is not what I wanted.I hated failing yall know why?It brings down your self-motivation system in you brains and in your body,hehe.But seriously,I dont want to fail my N levels and pass and go to secondary 5 to take my GCE"O"LEVELS.

I'll update wheather I'll fail or I'll pass today later.To all my friends that I know,I'll wish you guys a big GOOD LUCK from me and all the best to all of you.My friends or my enemies it does not matter.Good luck for your N levels exams and I hope we will see each other in school later,BYE!!!!WISH ME LUCK!!!

The Devil diet at Thursday, December 18, 2003

Tuesday, December 16, 2003 - :

The time is 12.15p.m

These days,time really shows me what it really means.Time does'nt wait for us,we must make full use of it while we had it.Right now my head is on the chopping board.Two more days and I'm breakin down.RESULTS OF THE GCE"N"LEVELS is tommorrow.But who cares,I studied what?!?!?!?!?!?

Everybody seems to hate Fauzul these days ya'll know why?????He's a goddamned playboy.Every single girl he wants.But today on my pit i'll give him something to cry about.I think I wanna give Suhaila some remedy.Hehehhehehehe,I wanna see him cry.And yes!!today I'm gonna fish.

The rumours are true that Hail already have a girlfriend,CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT????.I guess I'm da only one without one.But I'll leave this message to all of yous.You screw Lina up,I'll screw my foot up your ass.I guess I'll take on my chances tommorrow.There's Mya,Lina or Sameerah,hehehe.Cam yeye aje aku ni.

The Devil diet at Tuesday, December 16, 2003

Wednesday, December 10, 2003 - :

The time is 10.43 a.m

That's it I'm namin Fauzul the FUCKER OF THE WEEK

The Devil diet at Wednesday, December 10, 2003

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The time is 10.29 a.m

I am in no mood today.I am so fucked up angry wit all my friends.They are just a bunch of stupid muthafuckas!!!!!Just look at Fauzul,that moron is so dumb he is beggin for an ass-kickin!!It all started out wit a promise.I hate people who broke their promise wit me.It's just not my style.Four times.Yes,That's four times he said he would wait for me at the bus stop and yes once again he's sleeping at home.Fuck this man!!!!!!Ya'll know what da fucked up problem it is about?He promised Azhar at 6 a.m and he can be there.WHAT IN DA NAME OF FUCK IS HE THINKIN????????Shit man,I dont know.I feel angry all around my body man!!!!One sorry-ass word comin out from him will end him up in da hospital.WHAT?WHY?DOES AZHAR GIVE YOU A BLOWJOB FAUZUL?????Fuck this man!!!Friends are LIKE FUCK!!!!!!!Fuck ya'll,I'm pissed.SHITHEADS!!!!!!!,SUCK MY DICK YOU MOTHERFUCKER!!!!!!

The Devil diet at Wednesday, December 10, 2003

Tuesday, December 09, 2003 - :

The time is 7.18 a.m

Fuck dat Fauzul man!!!!He promised me to get up early in da morning and go fishin but instead he sleeps and I am da one who woke up early today,DAMN dat shit for brains.It's juz too early for me to wake up.Well,I can always juz sleep again I guess.
The end of da year is comin and many things have gone us by.Memories sweet and sour come and go everytime and every minute.Now I know new year sucks but dat is juz da way of life.Every new year to me is like another day for me.Nothing is special on new year's eve unless you have a girlfriend or somthing.U agree?hehe,I really think so.
This 18th is the release of the GCE"N" results.Will I make it?Now that I dont know at all.To be honest I did not want to go to da ITE but I wanna go to the polytechnic.I wanna go up to sec 5 and STUDY,STUDY,STUDY since there is no more distractions as hail is no more in da school heheheheh,if not,we would laugh like crazy during spp hehe.Those were the days.I juz can only hope to pass.
All of yous might have diz qn in your head,WHY IS IZWAN SO SERIOUS DIZ TIME?,Well the answer is I dont know.I got myself waking up thinking where will I go in life.Then I realise that I had wasted time alot.I have wasted it just like dat and just like dat,I wasted a year in my god forsakened secondary life.
Relationships are like stupid.Believe me guys it only works for da good looking ones only.Being a loner sucked big time.It's been a long time since I held a girl in my arms,carress her hair,smell her from da neck up,feel her soft tender lips.I missed those moments.
Well,I'm signin off aight!!!!!Take care yall!!BYE!!!!!

The Devil diet at Tuesday, December 09, 2003

Monday, December 08, 2003 - :

The time is 10.24 a.m

I didnt go to work today as I am so tired.I slept at 4 a.m yesterday and woke up at 9 a.m juz now.Yes,dat's rite.WAT DA FUCK DID I DO?all of ya might have diz qn in ur mind.Well,I'll tell you wat i do.Yesterday I went out wit da three sisters again.This time there were a lot of talkings between us and I mean conversations unlike last time.We talked and talked like we known each other for a long time,hehe.And guess what????Yesterday's da first ever time Lina smiled towards me.O,my gawd her smile is magnificent.hehe,enuff admiring her aight!!!!!!!Well today I'm gonna make a poll on who'se smiles are da best aight!!!!!!Here we go...........i mean those who I've known lah,hehhe............

05.Mya~Very cute,very kiddy like,I actually like her character.She's fun-lovin and her smile is a killer
04.Ain~Da first born out of da 3 sisters,smile can make ur day,cute wit a blend of beauty,hehe
03.Shuhada~Now diz girl's smile can make me melt,i like lookin at her face I dont know why?............
02.Lina~She is da only person who can melt me,Her smile is everytin,u can see da sunset lookin at her smile
01.Filza~All time fav I presume.She is still no.1.Like Fir and I say,those who have her is so LUCKY!!~Haiz~

These are my fav,hehe,more polls cumin up ya'll know,well HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIN,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LILIN,HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
There it is,I sang it,hehehe

Signin off,In(WAN)Djin,10.48 a.m

The Devil diet at Monday, December 08, 2003

Saturday, December 06, 2003 - :

The time is 12.00 a.m

Talkin to Maziah on da phone now,quite happy though.She got back from Australia last wednesday and made da effort to call today.Now,Friday and Wednesday is a long time.hehe,She actually made an effort to call.Hahaha!!!!!Tommorrow I'm goin out wit ma frenz.I'm goin out wit Fauzul,Hail,Firdaus,Izzad maybe,Feiruz,Ain,Lina,Ida.Now their house is in woodlands.WOW!!!!!!!!!!That is so far.I cant wait for tommorrow.Hehe,Tommorrow money in-no money out.HAHA!!!I'm da happiest man on earth,WEEEEEEEEEEEHA!Aight signin off!!c ya

The Devil diet at Saturday, December 06, 2003

Thursday, December 04, 2003 - :

I love this line
gave ya da cross
sat you on da couch
gave you da gun
BLOW ME AWAY!!!!!!!

i watched da change in you
its like i never had you
how you feel so alive
I WATCHED DA CHANGE!!!!!!!!

Taken from:Deftones-Change...in da house of flies

The Devil diet at Thursday, December 04, 2003

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The time is 9.46 a.m

Today I'm a bit emotional.It all started out wit a dream.I have a feelin dat it's gonna spoil my whole day today.As usual,dreams are like real and they made you recall back da things u do or see in it.But in this one,after da whole dream and after da awakening,i suddenly felt sad and lonely in this world I dont know why.
[I was walkin in a straight alley when a woman appeared infront of me.I cant see her face but I know that she is beautiful.I can sense it.I dont know how but I can sense it.She came forward to me and touched my face.Still it is so dark and I started to get worried.Then I felt her soft lips on my chicks.I kissed her back.It was da moment of a lifetime.As I looked properly,it was my ex,RisMalisa,whom I love so much at that time.She held my hand and said "We'll meet again soon,not today,not tommorrow but soon.Then a soft wind blew by and she smiled.It was so beautiful,the smile,the flyin leaves blewed by the wind.When she suddenly dissapeared,I suddenly turned weak and suddenly fell down from a buildin.When I woke up,I saw her at da corner of my room,this is serious by the way,I stared at her.She said "Izwan,we'll meet again,i promise".I rubbed my eyes and looked at my watch.It was 3.49 a.m.I looked up at da corner and she wasn't there.I woke up wit a mixed feelings of things,sad,angry and even scared.
But today I will juz act normal before I go out wit ma friends.Well,it's early mornin and I have to buy breakfast for my dearest mummy,See you later.
The morale of the story:Do not lose sumone you love very much,it will come back to haunt you

The Devil diet at Thursday, December 04, 2003

Wednesday, December 03, 2003 - :

The time is 6.07 p.m

As usual my blog is da most pathetic one haha!It's been a long time.One more thing aight!!!!!In my blog nothing is serious and i dont mean what i say,why do all yall think dat i really mean those things i said,HELLO!IT'S 2003 DAMMIT!!!!!!!Y must all yall take things seriously,yall know i like to make fun and jokes.Fuck diz man!!!!!!!Y muz it all be me the villain and yall da heroes?????SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!(waceh waceh,wan garang seh)

Hehe,o yah,ZAD!!!!!Bila nak datang rumah?Datanglah beraya di sini.Jangan tak datang pulak!!!Lin,datang rumah jangan malu malu,datang aje,bawak kawan kawan lain aight!!!!!!!Irisriot,i heard it was a success and i would like to congratulate yall aight,you guyz are my favourite muthafuckaz!!!!!!!!!

The Devil diet at Wednesday, December 03, 2003